wanting to be noticed.

is it so wrong wanted to be noticed?

in my mind, being noticeable means you're successful. successful enough that people acknowledge your presence and appreciate it as well.

i haven't found something that i'm good at since forever. it's always mediocre. blegh. not wow enough, just okay.

i feel like a failure.

competing with the world? i feel so small and unwanted.

i wish i am noticeable.

that's all.