what do you want in life?

2 things i want in this life is to make music, and to be loved. that's all.

human.

today i realized that humans judge.

some are more judgmental than the others. nonetheless they still do.

i can't blame them though. we're just built this way i guess.

sad fact.

wanting to be noticed.

is it so wrong wanted to be noticed?

in my mind, being noticeable means you're successful. successful enough that people acknowledge your presence and appreciate it as well.

i haven't found something that i'm good at since forever. it's always mediocre. blegh. not wow enough, just okay.

i feel like a failure.

competing with the world? i feel so small and unwanted.

i wish i am noticeable.

that's all.

me gusta.

was in the friend zone.

made it through.

beautiful love story evar.

sobs.

i think about you constantly.

it breaks my heart that you don't feel the same about me.

embedded in my heart and mind, all of our fond memories together.

rifdy. i really really really miss you.

friendship.

i cried watching kim possible.

just because her friendship with ron is so strong and beautiful. the fact that it reminded me of myself and my ex-best friend.

rifdy, i miss you so so much.

spider panggang.

aku sekarang dah ada permainan baru.

cerita dia macam ni. tengah kemas2 bilik dan lipat baju, muncul pulak seekor labah2 yang besar dia macam tarantula dalam mubi2 omputes.

selalunya aku tak heran labah2 kecik. tapi labah2 tu besar sangat. aku bingung sekejap. tak tahu macam mana nak setel.

aku tiba2 teringat post dalam 9gag

mata aku melilau dan tangan aku galak mencari...

...lighter dan spray deodorant. gua buat flame thrower bhai.